| March 20th, 07 well if any one reads his. me and rj broke up and im with steve smith now. and im happy for the most part. cept the fighting like whats going on right now. about nothing. its getting old. and im sick of it. umm my nephew landon johnathan was born march 2nd 4:06 am 8lbs 12 oz. so yea thats good. healthy baby. kayleys preg. again so thats gonna be intersting. i miss steve a lot right now even though we are fighting. urg i hate this so much. some times i wish i was never born. i wasnt supposed to be so it doesnt matter any ways. i dont know what i would do if i lost steve i really dont. he means the world to me. and i just cant imagine life with out him. him and jen are reasons why im glad i was born. im so confused right now. im crying confused and want to just runaway right now. i feel like im gonna lose him. i cant i wont. i dont know what i would do with out him. id be nothing. a little speck on the wall. i decided to start this all over. make a clean new slate. i just wish i could with a lot of things. hes the most amazing man to me. sexy and knows me. loves me for me. and i dont even know how to explain him any more hes just great. i love him so much. steven michael smith. Kalyn out. |
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